{"id":1018,"date":"1989-01-23T00:20:46","date_gmt":"1989-01-23T08:20:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sm.amigotico.com\/poetryblog\/?p=1018"},"modified":"2012-09-02T00:22:02","modified_gmt":"2012-09-02T07:22:02","slug":"man-inside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/1989\/01\/23\/man-inside\/","title":{"rendered":"Man Inside"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>No one person knows the man inside the man,<br \/>\nWherein there lies such agony untold.<br \/>\nBold he was on outward glance, the sideways glance<br \/>\nThat other persons would surreptitiously sneak<br \/>\nWhile walking past, perchance they&#8217;d peek, to<br \/>\nKnow more of the man, but bold the man remained.<\/p>\n<p>Bold, through shining face and professions of<br \/>\nContentment and gratitude, satisfaction, and happiness &#8211;<br \/>\nA fortitude unmet in many men.<br \/>\nA smile came unrestrained,<br \/>\nA laugh in spontaneity,<br \/>\nThough smiles and laughs and a talkative charm<br \/>\nWould see the man through all encounters.<\/p>\n<p>At least the encounters with those other people,<br \/>\nThe one&#8217;s whose sideways curiosity, afforded<br \/>\nThem a glance, and too, the ones whose curiosity<br \/>\nBecame an interest (they ventured forth to enquire<br \/>\nAs to the man&#8217;s well-being &#8211; caring, it would seem).<\/p>\n<p>Counselling them to worry not, he would quell their<br \/>\nCuriosity and satisfy his needs. He&#8217;d invite them all to tea.<br \/>\nThe taking of a cup of tea, to satisfy his social needs,<br \/>\nAlso did seem satisfactory to his guests.<\/p>\n<p>In their quest for conversation much trivia was explored.<br \/>\nNo exchange of real anything took place.<br \/>\nAfter taking tea together, parting was mere formality.<br \/>\nTheir minds were mutually at ease. <\/p>\n<p>Alas, mere fortune&#8217;s outward gleamings<br \/>\nCannot show the inner feelings,<br \/>\nThe man inside the man whom no one knows.<br \/>\nThe taking of the tea, with cold company<br \/>\nKeeps the man cold, and colder inside.<\/p>\n<p>Those inner feelings remain untold,<br \/>\nThough outward appearances were bold<br \/>\nThose unheard agonies remain,<br \/>\nCorroding the mind when lonely, bitter<br \/>\nContemplation was inescapable.<\/p>\n<p>When the tea was gone, the guests were gone,<br \/>\nThere were no appearances to keep up.<br \/>\nThe sideways glance was not taken,<br \/>\nBlinds were closed, doors were locked;<br \/>\nContemplation was inescapable.<br \/>\nSuch is the agony of discontent.<br \/>\nSuch is his agony. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No one person knows the man inside the man,<br \/> Wherein there lies such agony untold.<br \/> Bold he was on outward glance, the sideways glance<br \/> That other persons would surreptitiously sneak<br \/> While walking past, perchance they&#8217;d peek, to<br \/> Know more of the man, but bold the man remained.<\/p>\n<p>Bold, through shining face and professions of<br \/> [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1018","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-social"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1018"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1019,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1018\/revisions\/1019"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}