{"id":1176,"date":"1991-03-01T21:28:14","date_gmt":"1991-03-02T05:28:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sm.amigotico.com\/poetryblog\/?p=1176"},"modified":"2012-10-05T21:29:05","modified_gmt":"2012-10-06T04:29:05","slug":"searching","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/1991\/03\/01\/searching\/","title":{"rendered":"Searching"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Searching,<br \/>\nSad,<br \/>\nThis isn&#8217;t the First Death.<br \/>\nThe first glory long ago was a death<br \/>\nA renewal of life.<\/p>\n<p>Searching,<br \/>\nI haven&#8217;t found that First Death.<br \/>\nI haven&#8217;t found any death,<br \/>\nSo I&#8217;m not sure I&#8217;ve experienced life.<\/p>\n<p>So much haunts me.<br \/>\nDaunting energy of the timeless spirit<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trying to set free.<\/p>\n<p>And then there&#8217;s me.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not sure where I fit in&#8211;<br \/>\nIs this ego me,<br \/>\nOr is this ego just a symptom<br \/>\nOf a spirit not set free.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Searching,<br \/> Sad,<br \/> This isn&#8217;t the First Death.<br \/> The first glory long ago was a death<br \/> A renewal of life.<\/p>\n<p>Searching,<br \/> I haven&#8217;t found that First Death.<br \/> I haven&#8217;t found any death,<br \/> So I&#8217;m not sure I&#8217;ve experienced life.<\/p>\n<p>So much haunts me.<br \/> Daunting energy of the timeless spirit<br \/> I&#8217;m trying to [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,6,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-metaphysical","category-poems"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1176"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1176\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1177,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1176\/revisions\/1177"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}