{"id":1338,"date":"1994-06-21T23:05:25","date_gmt":"1994-06-22T06:05:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sm.amigotico.com\/poetryblog\/?p=1338"},"modified":"2012-12-09T19:17:23","modified_gmt":"2012-12-10T03:17:23","slug":"untitled-solstice-1994","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/1994\/06\/21\/untitled-solstice-1994\/","title":{"rendered":"Untitled, Solstice, 1994"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In my mind there are<br \/>\nmoments when I peek<br \/>\ninto the void, this<br \/>\nsenseless, piteous void of<br \/>\nemptiness, despair,<br \/>\nunrealized hopes,<br \/>\nwasted dreams.<br \/>\nI look in there<br \/>\nand see all things<br \/>\nI hate, all the things<br \/>\nI really can&#8217;t stand<br \/>\nabout myself.<\/p>\n<p>Freed from this, in a<br \/>\nmomentary triumph,<br \/>\nI touch the base<br \/>\nI know I once had.<\/p>\n<p>Still, I remain haunted,<br \/>\nplagued by the things<br \/>\nI could have been,<br \/>\nshould have done.<\/p>\n<p>And through it all<br \/>\nthere is me.<br \/>\nWhat a love-hate life<br \/>\nit has been.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In my mind there are<br \/> moments when I peek<br \/> into the void, this<br \/> senseless, piteous void of<br \/> emptiness, despair,<br \/> unrealized hopes,<br \/> wasted dreams.<br \/> I look in there<br \/> and see all things<br \/> I hate, all the things<br \/> I really can&#8217;t stand<br \/> about myself.<\/p>\n<p>Freed from this, in a<br \/> momentary [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1338","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-poems"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1338","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1338"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1338\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1340,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1338\/revisions\/1340"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1338"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1338"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1338"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}