As I hand back the kids the time is sparsely gone
\nwhen the things I’d learned to love, and the things I’d left behind
\nwhere the things from which I’d come, to redeem and reform my world
\nthe things I’d left for some time now to live the life I had.<\/p>\n
I didn’t know it then, but I do not feel it now.
\nI cannot comprehend what it is I must live down
\nThe things I hadn’t given up and farewelled over and again
\nI’d never release the patterns of frustrating harmony<\/p>\n
In nothing more of wisdom, nothing more of fame
\nit is for which I live right now
\nthe piousness had ground
\nto halt and free and release the mind from the relics of this game.<\/p>\n
I don’t speak it now, and nor do I know the truth.
\nI cannot dare to bear it now, it’s just not good enough,
\nbut this is all I have to go on, this is all I’ve got,
\nI will not speak, nor dare it be the one that’s good enough.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
As I hand back the kids the time is sparsely gone
when the things I’d learned to love, and the things I’d left behind
where the things from which I’d come, to redeem and reform my world
the things I’d left for some time now to live the life I had.<\/p>\n
I didn’t know it then, but […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,13,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1467","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-personal","category-poems"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1467"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1468,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1467\/revisions\/1468"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1467"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1467"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1467"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}