{"id":1587,"date":"2002-10-20T01:18:44","date_gmt":"2002-10-20T08:18:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sm.amigotico.com\/poetryblog\/?p=1587"},"modified":"2013-04-01T01:19:42","modified_gmt":"2013-04-01T08:19:42","slug":"all-that-keeps-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/2002\/10\/20\/all-that-keeps-me\/","title":{"rendered":"All That Keeps Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>How quickly yesterday&#8217;s great future<br \/>\nbecame the longing incompleteness of today.<br \/>\nWe drive onward through the regret<br \/>\nOf yesterday&#8217;s lost hopes,<br \/>\nlife&#8217;s abrupt changes<br \/>\nscattered about in<br \/>\nnewspaper stories of the day.<\/p>\n<p>The illusion takes the eye to darkness;<br \/>\nI amuse my heart with countless reminiscences.<br \/>\nThis sorrow bittered by<br \/>\nthe lost plans that could never have been.<\/p>\n<p>The morning bursts through to end<br \/>\nanother night I&#8217;ve lived through.<\/p>\n<p>I see<br \/>\nthe holes in this existence<br \/>\nas missing pieces of a jigsaw puzzle,<br \/>\nwhere one can see the whole,<br \/>\ncan see what could have been,<br \/>\nbut remain frustrated at the incompleteness,<br \/>\nof what never will be.<\/p>\n<p>Such is today.<\/p>\n<p>And the great future I see from today<br \/>\nis all that keeps me.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all that lets me down.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How quickly yesterday&#8217;s great future<br \/> became the longing incompleteness of today.<br \/> We drive onward through the regret<br \/> Of yesterday&#8217;s lost hopes,<br \/> life&#8217;s abrupt changes<br \/> scattered about in<br \/> newspaper stories of the day.<\/p>\n<p>The illusion takes the eye to darkness;<br \/> I amuse my heart with countless reminiscences.<br \/> This sorrow bittered by<br \/> the [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,13,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1587","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kisner-collection","category-personal","category-social"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1587","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1587"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1587\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1588,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1587\/revisions\/1588"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1587"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1587"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1587"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}