{"id":1700,"date":"2003-11-24T21:55:04","date_gmt":"2003-11-25T05:55:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sm.amigotico.com\/poetryblog\/?p=1700"},"modified":"2013-04-25T22:00:59","modified_gmt":"2013-04-26T05:00:59","slug":"still","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/2003\/11\/24\/still\/","title":{"rendered":"Still"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am still<br \/>\nwithout movement<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout pain<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout a thought of why I am<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the clarity to cloud my being<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout what I need to be me<\/p>\n<p>I am still<br \/>\nwithout action<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout reaction<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the patience to really know<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the vision to answer my calls<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout what I think really is me<\/p>\n<p>I am still<br \/>\nwithout desire<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout question<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the answers I&#8217;d like to know<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the questions I&#8217;d wish I&#8217;d asked<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout what I believe should have been me<\/p>\n<p>I am still<br \/>\nwithout fear<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout malice<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the feelings to confirm my being<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout the numbness to confirm my departure<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nwithout what I know really isn&#8217;t me<\/p>\n<p>I am still<br \/>\nwithout<\/p>\n<p>I am still<\/p>\n<p>I am<\/p>\n<p>Still<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am still<br \/> without movement<br \/> still<br \/> without pain<br \/> still<br \/> without a thought of why I am<br \/> still<br \/> without the clarity to cloud my being<br \/> still<br \/> without what I need to be me<\/p>\n<p>I am still<br \/> without action<br \/> still<br \/> without reaction<br \/> still<br \/> without the patience to really [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,6,1,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1700","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-metaphysical","category-poems","category-songs"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1700","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1700"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1700\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1702,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1700\/revisions\/1702"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1700"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1700"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1700"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}