{"id":2473,"date":"2020-04-30T19:27:19","date_gmt":"2020-05-01T02:27:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/?p=2473"},"modified":"2020-05-01T15:03:38","modified_gmt":"2020-05-01T22:03:38","slug":"lonely","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/30\/lonely\/","title":{"rendered":"Lonely"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>No-one can leave<\/strong><br><strong>lonely and bleak<\/strong><br><strong>the outlook remains.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>the only way to deal<\/strong><br><strong>with the isolation and pain),<\/strong><br><strong>though pained I am not<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>(there is no apparent pain).<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>I barely know of the affliction<\/strong><br><strong>though it troubles me still,<\/strong><br><strong>the hardships around me<\/strong><br><strong>they confine me and<\/strong><br><strong>they force me to face<\/strong><br><strong>a grim reality:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>the reality of this illusion,<\/strong><br><strong>and oh god it\u2019s so real!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Lonely and bleak,<\/strong><br><strong>the countenance remains.<\/strong><br><strong>Still the only way to approach<\/strong><br><strong>this isolation and pain.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Yet, within many,<\/strong><br><strong>a song rises up<\/strong><br><strong>to fill their hearts.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>(Such is the power of impending doom.)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>With an insecure peace,<\/strong><br><strong>a calm,<\/strong><br><strong>a brief smattering of life again.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>(such is the power of a song).<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>And a song rising up and taking them,<\/strong><br><strong>while unmoved, indignified I am.<\/strong><br><strong>To sit and to stare<\/strong><br><strong>and wonde<\/strong>r <strong>about all of this,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>so mechanical,<\/strong><br><strong>so lonely so bleak.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Ha!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Can the power of a song<\/strong><br><strong>really move me?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>I don\u2019t know.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No-one can leave<br \/>lonely and bleak<br \/>the outlook remains.<\/p>\n<p>the only way to deal<br \/>with the isolation and pain),<br \/>though pained I am not<\/p>\n<p>(there is no apparent pain).<\/p>\n<p>I barely know of the affliction<br \/>though it troubles me still,<br \/>the hardships around me<br \/>they confine me and<br \/>they force me to face<br \/>a grim reality:<\/p>\n<p>the reality of this illusion,<br \/>and oh god it\u2019s so real!<\/p>\n<p>Lonely and bleak,<br \/>the [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2473","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-songs"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2473","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2473"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2473\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2476,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2473\/revisions\/2476"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2473"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2473"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2473"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}