{"id":999,"date":"1988-09-21T00:21:16","date_gmt":"1988-09-21T07:21:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sm.amigotico.com\/poetryblog\/?p=999"},"modified":"2012-03-02T00:22:28","modified_gmt":"2012-03-02T08:22:28","slug":"catacombs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/smpoetry.amigotico.com\/index.php\/1988\/09\/21\/catacombs\/","title":{"rendered":"Catacombs"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Fading to an underscored reality,<br \/>\nUnfeeling of a bewildering history,<br \/>\nI Sink into the echoing<\/p>\n<p>Shhhhhh!<\/p>\n<p>murmers of stone walls,<br \/>\nHewn of stone with the sweat and the flesh of history.<\/p>\n<p>There would seem to be a presence of an unseen nature,<br \/>\nAlmost dream like. Perchance I should fall<br \/>\nAnd smash my elbow on the walls,<br \/>\nMy blood shall mingle with the sweat and flesh and stone<br \/>\nThat joins centuries past and present.<br \/>\nThe dream like qualities fade<br \/>\nAnd domineer. I fall.<\/p>\n<p>I would leave my blood as a solemn but sure connection<br \/>\nTo a future I dare not hide, but dare even less to show.<br \/>\nThat sweat and pain and toil had been left for me, in<br \/>\nSome other past,<br \/>\nWhere nothing was not the same, but for the<br \/>\nAddition of the sweat,<br \/>\nThe flesh and the stone.<\/p>\n<p>The time remained the same.<br \/>\nThe existence never changed.<\/p>\n<p>Only my blood changed, from being in the body to being<br \/>\nOn the wall.<br \/>\nMingling with the history that makes this present<br \/>\nSome other future,<br \/>\nAnd this future, just another past,<br \/>\nI stepped down.<\/p>\n<p>Descending the carved stairs, dry blood caked onto the elbow<br \/>\nAnd the wall that rended the skin,<br \/>\nHistoric echoes perceived, closing in,<br \/>\nDescending upon me as I descend the stairs of these catacombs.<\/p>\n<p>Whose hands toiled and sweated to make these walls and why?<br \/>\nSurely not for I, that I may venture here and<br \/>\nLeave my own bloody streaks upon arms and walls.<br \/>\nSurely not for those who would come after me.<br \/>\nPerhaps for those who went before,<br \/>\nPerhaps for themselves.<\/p>\n<p>Some legacy sent these people underground &#8211;<br \/>\nYet I question my own assumptions.<br \/>\nSome aspirations of security,<br \/>\nSome driving fear &#8211; but fear not now,<br \/>\nThe warrants of those fears are long gone,<br \/>\nDeep within the walls,<br \/>\nDeep down these stairs.<\/p>\n<p>I stumble upon the bones of others who had gone before.<br \/>\nThese bones, were they walking up or down these stairs?<br \/>\nWere they leaving, afraid of what they&#8217;d found?<br \/>\nOr were they entering, knowing not what they&#8217;d find?<br \/>\nThey never made it, either way.<\/p>\n<p>The grim terror grips, wrenches my soul<br \/>\nAs with one almighty gasp I am lost in darkness.<br \/>\nAm I ascending, or descending these stairs?<br \/>\nStricken thus, now I&#8217;ll wait until<\/p>\n<p>SHHHHH!<\/p>\n<p>murmers of another time<br \/>\nTell me where I am going, and of what went on.<br \/>\nI shall bear witness to what went on,<br \/>\nFor I am responsible.<\/p>\n<p>Now I am drawn here,<br \/>\nNow I am trapped here.<br \/>\nFuture and past mingle into one overwhelming present,<br \/>\nStreaming blood and sweat and stone through time.<\/p>\n<p>Justice will be served.<\/p>\n<p>I have been sentenced.<br \/>\nMy blood through time.<\/p>\n<p>I wait.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fading to an underscored reality,<br \/> Unfeeling of a bewildering history,<br \/> I Sink into the echoing<\/p>\n<p>Shhhhhh!<\/p>\n<p>murmers of stone walls,<br \/> Hewn of stone with the sweat and the flesh of history.<\/p>\n<p>There would seem to be a presence of an unseen nature,<br \/> Almost dream like. 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