I fear the reality
of the decisions I must make;
I fear the feeling of aloneness
in those decisions;
I fear the decisions;
I fear myself.

Is there a confidence not there,
is there a force still lacking?
I know I can help,
but don’t know
if the help is needed.

Have I helped enough already?
Or have I just begun?

I ask myself,
I ask myself.

I ask the world to answer me.
I fear the

silence that
ensues.

No answer comes out to enrapture me.
No answer, no direction,
no guidance.

I have lost the faith
and the trust in myself.
I have asked the universe,

but not myself.

I have forgotten that the universe

is the self.

The self is the universe,
and I must face myself.
I must ask myself these things.

The answer will then be clear.
I will know the universe is
on my side.

As long as I go with it.