I have lost the way
cannot find it today
there’s nothing you can say
to bring it back okay?

a dreamed of state of mind
in which i hope to find
the peace and the escape
from all that I abhor
to find what i adore

abhorence is it’s own state
i’m left to contemplate
the place of no escape
in this life unfulfilled
where i am found still

and the disgust that i feel
towards these things is real
i’ll need to make an escape
to the sheltered world of mine
to a dream-like state of mind