One Time

Only one time has there been
In which a man and a planet
were conceivable as one.

I had that time, one time,
But no longer.

Music

Dance upon my ears, sweet sounds
That I may lose my self in you;
Take away those worldly pangs
That I may find my self through you.

Grass

I’ve forgotten influences
that another life had
brought on me.
Had forgotten all the
woes of an
encapsulated soul.

Wheras a thick and
undulating moment
of torture once
served to remind me of those
things long past,
Now such moments
only reflect
other futures
I’d not yet known.

I know if I sit and
recompose those
languished thoughts
I’d take myself to some
other place where feelings
have substance and
meaning,
and thought is of
no consequence.

Long have I longed
for other places,
other times,
other pressures.

The grass may not be
greener,
but always it is
some other
grass.

The grass of this place
has left me with no
possibility
for anything
more.

All I Am

There was never time for trees before
And yet now all I feel are trees.

There was never time for Earth before,
Yet now all I do is for the Earth.

There was never time for life before,
Yet now all I do is Live.

There was never time for death before,
Yet now, all I am is dead.

Taking

Life’s struggle,
from which we’ll all depart,
lends itself to some
sort of giving,
some sort of
balancing of debts, some
sort of taking.

As quiet night appears
and you are born
reflect upon the moon
and sun,
yourself and you.

There is much to give
and little to take.
Yet we continue to take.

There seems little sense
in this life, out of the
context of true life.
Yet within that greater realm
Greater mystery
abounds.

Scarred

Scarred is he who wants the world
But looks on in anguish
at the pain and suffering,
of others,
pining over his own scars.

His scars are healed, though still
scars.

Wounds of the world wound the heart,
Wrench at the soul,
but those are wounds that don’t
leave such visible scars.
those scars
deep within
deep inside
where no-one else goes
and he goes there rarely,
perhaps finding that far place
too close for comfort.

He would rather distance himself
a safe distance
a real distance where
the scars can’t be felt
or seen or heard,
though they remain.

He would rather split atoms,
and talk of treasures and
want and want and want
and do all his unscarred
morality allows.

And scars are always there.
He is always there,
but never feels anything.

he is lost.
he is scarred.

To Victoria

Just a few words
to lighten your day,
Make you feel more at ease
in my own personal way.

A note to a friend
I’ve not seen for too long,
But I’ve been with in thought
and in heart and in song

My dearest Victoria,
Here’s a cheer for your grace
A toast to a friend –
a change of your pace!

My dearest Victoria,
By electronic way,
I send you my warmest
Whole-hearted “Gidday!”

Wet and dry

Sands have blown far and wide
I have walked the sands
Wet my aching feet upon
a coast
A fine division between the land
and the life
Land and the sea.

I walk that same fine line
occasionally wetting feet,
and sometimes walking dry
between the wet and dry
of life and death.

Loved and Loving

Vera, our loved and loving mother,
Our giving and sharing grandmother,
Has joined Arthur now, in rest.
Always glowing with the Light of Life,
Hers was a fulfilled life:
A legacy to the bastion of parenthood;
To Life itself.

* * *

We, her loved and loving family,
Shall remember all we knew:
Her Love, her Light, her Life.
For all we know and all she was,
We always have.

And we, her loved and loving family,
Need always remember all we have:
Our own Love, our Light, and our Life.
For that which we have and share,
Is hers always.

Spider Man

your sick politicking
giving rise to your sick thinking
mind mincing metaphors and
euphemisms;

My life:
a pure life.
my Web:
a pure web

My life
A true life.
My web
A true web.

I live and I kill and I suck and I breathe
I don’t sympathize,
I don’t fraternize,
more humane than
Any of your lustfull killing.

My killing is without emotion
My killing is my expresssion
Killing for necessity
Not for greed or lust or emotion.

My killing web is me.