The Surf

Such power,
As only a tear can tell.
Behind the tear a flashing
Wave of torment –
The torment of happiness.
And it is tormenting
That happiness should
Invoke a tear.

I felt the tear forming.
Felt it coming.
But why should I shed
The same?
I am not happy,
Not happy as is the one
Of whom I think.

And that person of my thoughts
Could be you,
Could be me.
A hypothetical person
On a hypothetical wave,
On an ocean of my
Dreams.

Upon a wave,
As the slave to the wave,
And the master of the body
That masters the wave
To which it is slave:
That is the person.

That person knows only the wave;
Knows only the present instant.
The presence of the elemental
Force of nature,
To which he must succumb
To overcome.

The wave allows,
Invites and entices the
Person to overcome it; to be
The master and the slave.

And knowing and experiencing
The wave as
Master, the body
As the slave, and the mind
As both, that person
Deserves to shed
Such a tear of
Happiness.

That tear of happiness
Then falls into the wave,
Returning to the ocean;
Returning to that oceanic
Source of happiness.

Ocean

Whenever tired,
In this daily framework
Of life,
The mind wanders.
Mine wanders down to the
Water’s edge.
Weariness then becomes
My travelling companion,
Taking me to the water’s edge,
Where I may look out,
And let the seas calm
And caress, and soothe
My soul, as only the
Sea can do.

And in my weary daydreams
The wandering mind
Becomes the wading mind,
Gently traversing the sands,
Caressing the waves with
The reverence they deserve,
For nothing has travelled the
Seas like the waves.

Out into the bright waters,
Out into the deep and
Foreboding oceans.
Further, till out of sight
Of land,
I become jubilant.

Me and the sea,
The waves and the sky,
Caressing the soul and
Cleansing the mind.

Stroke for stroke
Across the waters,
Across the waves
Away from any land.

And I reel in my jubilant daydream,
Forgetting the cold of the water,
Forgetting I cannot swim forever,
Forgetting that I am free
Forgetting that I would drown
If I stay forever;
Forgetting I am sitting at a desk.

Media

Oh how I’ve come to realize,
How much more there is left unsurmised
By masses of persons and millions of people,
Who’re left to their own device.

Taught how not to think for themselves,
And learned by imitating the ways of the west,
They’re trapped in their own misguidance;
Not knowing what for them is best.

The media manipulates minds for the benefit
Of a politician’s ego, and a general’s resentment
Of another countries petty problems,
And the people end up with the worst of it.

Journalist’s Job

Can we sit and do nought but stare
As a world about us falls apart?
Morally crumbling and who’s there to care
In societies lacking in social heart.

Busily pursue your own ideals,
And hold together as much as you try,
Without regard for the problems concealed
Under a politician’s stale, plastered smile.

Don’t spend a thought or moment at all
For the racist oppression or wars at hand,
It’s a journalist’s job – not yours at all
To have to decide where you stand.

It’s also their job to keep you informed
Of exactly the little you’re allowed to know.
To bring you news and keep you warned,
To keep you pawns under silent control.

Inside the Tomb

Looking out upon a world
Smitten with grief and fear and war;
And seeing the poor man on the street,
With the Times for a blanket
And garbage to eat,
And seeing and seeing, but that’s all.
Perhaps fearing and hoping
My lot was not there,
And reassuring myself –
The chances are small.

Every day I look on a world,
That can fill a bum’s blanket
From cover to cover,
With the horror, some truths,
The lives and the deaths.
But a death a day keeps the sales OK,
As long as the daily death is about
Someone else.
(Death should be read about,
But not seen – and never faced.)

And I think of a death
And I think of a tomb,
But why should it scare me?
I’ve nothing to lose!

Friends

So many of them
I call my friends:
Those I love.

They live in a land
I proudly call home.
A land I never left,
But in body.
As much a part of me,
This wide brown land,
As are the friends
That make up my being.

Those from my youth,
From my childhood;
Those whom I love,
I miss;
Many, many –
Too many times, for
Their presence
I have wished.

But their presence here
Away from that land
Could not be the same:
I left of my own accord,
And will return to the
Land of my home.
I shall return to that part
Of my life,
(As often in memory I go)
To my friends,
And the heart
(My home).

That land is my friend too.
How many times have I wandered
Its shores,
Pondering?
Walked Solitary, just me
And the trails
Over land
Unadulterated by man.

And I know and I fear,
That man shall be there
In the places my solitude
Would reign:
The lonely seashores,
The lakes and the moors,
And the mountains
The bush and the streams.
The deserts, the caves,
The beaches, the waves,
The sands, the dunes,
And the fields;
The plains, and
The trees,
The roos, and wallabies;
And the birds,
The snakes and the lizards.
And my friend the spider,
And the friendly blue skies
And the rains and the storms
And the seasons.
The cold and the hot,
The laugh, good and long,
Of a kookaburra, alone in the trees.
I remember too well,
The bush tracks and trails,
The harbours, the sails,
The dolphins, jellyfish,
And the sharks.
But what’s remembered
And cherished most,
And forever
Follows wherever I go,
Is the laughter, the
Love and the cheer,
And the jokes, and the play,
And the bored lost days,
And the friends
That I don’t have here.

Less Wise

How nice it is to be able to say:
“When I was younger and more foolish,
Yesterday . . .”
Then in my own conceited way,
I think perhaps I should really say:
“When I was younger and less wise,
Yesterday . . .”

But what’s the point at all I ask,
If tomorrow I can’t wake up and say:
“When I was younger and knew less,
Yesterday, . . .”
And if I can say that,
Today will have not gone by
In vain.

Will

What will of the mind can one master,
When will’s control is taken by things:
Things of this place on the earth’s face,
And of this time and the occupied space.

Will’s distraction and unbound predilection
For the inabsolute, mere physical direction,
Desired and sought, and chased and wrought,
Leads away from the Spirit’s development.

Whate’er in this world a child is taught,
Or rather, learns by imitation of elders,
Propogates and perpetuates this very society
Which seldom states anything on a Spirit’s development.

Perfect

Such intrinsic futility as
In the attempts for the
Betterment of society
Lead only to dissatisfied,
And disillusioned multitude –
A multitude without hope.

This is better than that one,
But both do the same job,
A job, as all jobs,
Arisen from the lack
Of perfection of another.

Things get better and better,
But better than what?
None approach perfection.
In an imperfect world
We live as imperfect beings,
And we measure our tolerances
Of imperfections;
Our tolerance of life.

You tolerate a working world.
You tolerate your discomfort.
This part is built to a
Tolerance of plus or minus zero
Point zero zero one percent.

Such as are the measures
Of imperfections,
So what then can be perfect?

How can you measure perfection,
In an imperfect world?

Youth in Spirit

Why is to be young again
Such a deeply held dream
For so many of the people,
In latter years of life?

Why is to be youthful
Such a consummate passion
In their despondant time,
Their age of regret?

What regret should
There be, that
Life must go on?
For life must go on
To be worth living.

Eternal youth:
A narcissistic dream,
Defeats Life’s own purpose,
For those for whom
Life does have purpose.

But for the unwary,
Unwilling and ignorant man,
With more time to pursue
His youth chasing plans
Than he has to find
Any reason for age,
Or for life in itself;
Such as Narcissus
Have no purpose
In life;
No purpose in age;
Nothing beyond life;

Nought beyond Death.

He who is youthful
In spirit
Is youthful as
He should be,
For a youthful spirit
Is a part of
The wisdom of age.