Thank you, Doctor

We’ve come this far, too far.
Far too far to know the peace of mind that pervades
Lesser existences.
Thank you Doctor.

We’ve used it,
You made it,
We fear it.
We fear our own need of it.

We hide behind it, shelter it,
Daring not to use it.
(But it has been used.)
It has been tested,
It has been proven,
It has been placed on the pedestal,
It is great, a great achievement for
Man.

It speaks the bible of a newer generation.
It speaks of peace and love and unity amongst nations,
Unity amongst, peoples,
But not of trust.

It sings its wailing songs as Antichrists have sung before,
But its choirs grow and grow.
Daily we eat the bread and read the papers,
We listen to the songs.
Helplessly, listen to the songs,
But dare not use your god.

Thank you, Doctor.

For the epitome of this civilization,
For that for which there is no equal on this earth,
Thank you, Doctor.

Doctor, the god of your creation now reigns supreme,
Unquestioned. Unchallenged.
Our taxes are tithes to your god.
While millions remain unclothed,
Unbathed, unfed, unloved.
The expendable masses,
Fodder to your god.

We see those masses align the streets,
Surviving the tortures of a life of famine,
Surviving injustice,
Yet carrying a spirit
That we can have no part of.

Derisions cannot help.
There is one thing that can help.

You have given us the way out,
The means to an end.

Our end.

Your end to all oppression, famine,
Inequality, and injustice.

Thank you Doctor Oppenheimer.
You are a great and wonderful man.

I heard your speech,
I know your guilt and feeling.
Your recompense was brave,
But your contribution wonderful.
Thank you, Doctor.

That’s Life Mama

A steel frame,
No use to him on stairs.

Dead legs,
Flourishing ambition.

Excruciating steps,
Filled with a determination
Unmet in ordinary men.
Step by step,
Up the stairs.

Worried mama,
Too weak to help,
Too stubborn not to.
Helpless mama,
Sympathetic to her baby man,
Who wanted no sympathy.

He climbed the stairs,
In a tumult of success.

He struggled his way to the door,
Frame still supporting the body,
Where the legs would not,
And knocked on the door.

There was nobody home.

He turned to face the perilous descent,
The stairs again.
All he could say was:
“That’s life mama.”

All she could do was cry.

Snake

I had seen a poison berry, eaten by
A poisonous snake, yet the
Snake did not die.

I had seen a man get bitten by
The snake and
Die.

I had seen the snake die.

I had seen man the snake and man the fruit
And man the man.

Twig

The twig snapped.
It had cast its own snapping sound
Out into an atmosphere.
Snapping sounds can be heard at any time
If one welcomes the universe into one’s own.
But one still must listen
To hear a twig snap.

I Have Lived

I had spread my arms wide upon a world,
Viewed from places offering
Countenance of a different kind.
I had embraced the sun and welcomed the night,
Had read the clouds, and parted rocks;
I had known a tree’s solemn stance upon a hill;
And had felt the individuality of a grain of sand;
I had danced and teetered as had fields of green,
And had cried the ocean’s tears and wept the lake’s own waters.
In short: I had survived. I had experienced.
I have known.

But when I have known my self, I have lived.

Petals

Strange,
How a petal falls and a thought is gone.

Many petals have fallen.
Many thoughts are gone.

A Wall

A great and mysterious wall surrounds and pervades
A race and a people and a heritage, who would seek
To protect that heritage from an influence of an age
Giving little regard to heritages, races, or peoples
Other than their own.

People have forgotten the heritage that
Makes a people a people, a race a race
And a planet a planet.

People have forgotten that
They are on a planet.

Just one planet.

Only earth.

Stop

Step
Step
Forward walks I into an unfound future
Left hurriedly behind in a flurry
Of wrought wisdom.

Step
Step
Towards an unfound death
That never happened.

Step
Step
Away from a past that lead into bewilderment
And shame.

Step
Step
Forward walk, step by step, into
The consternations of uncertainty.

Step
Step

Step
Step
There was a final step taken,
Long ago.

Step
I shall take that
Step
Again.

Stop.

Strangle

Shamefully recompose the several moments
Elucidating wasted water and light
Wasted air and fire
Wasted existence.

Waste the existence, as moments are recomposed:
Earth, decomposed.

Set down the moment!
Spare the moment
(for there are many more).
Spare the torment of a decomposing mind,
Recomposing moments,
Decomposing existence.

Consolidation of time in moments
Leaving unworthy tempests,
To set aside and grab the throat of time.

The throat of time is grasped and held and squeezed.
Existence gasps for breath,
As moments squeeze the throat of time,
Strangle the throat of time,
Mocking the throat of time,
Strangle, strangle, strangle.

Existence – murdered –
Strangled by the very moments
Through the time that gave it life.

Pastures (II)

Love of pastures, but not the pastures.
Not the pastures of an ordinary silence met by an ordinary man,
An ordinary man with shoelaces that
Untied themselves mysteriously,

A man who should have worn buckled shoes.

A man who followed blind, breathed his way
Through life and time without stopping to take a breath.

But, perfidiously looking down at the
Mysterious shoelaces,
He noticed a blade of grass
Just beside his feet.

He stood, awe-struck,
Silent.

He was in the pastures.